Life Update

Okay y’all I know I haven’t written a post in a couple weeks, but it’s been for a reason. Life smacked me in the month of December, but I’m back and better than ever! So let me give you guys the scoop on the events in my life recently... So, a couple posts back I let y’all know I was going through some things, well I got through them! I promise y’all it was all God. Basically in October of 2016 I was off the chain! I got into a fight with a girl and her mother (yes I won) which led to further drama with two girls that at the time I called my friends. The drama with my friends at the time was a direct result of them basically standing by and not intercepting in the fight which caused my close friend to get hurt. Because of them standing by, my close friend and I eventually decided to not be friends with the girls anymore. Well, fast forward to April 2017. The girls pressed charges against me for malicious destruction of property.....y’all April 2017 has to have been the most stressful time of my life. First, I caught this charge (Keep in mind I’ve never gotten in any trouble before), my ex boyfriend from high school that I was with for almost 5 years, I was going back and forth with his new girlfriend, and I was just really angry all the time. Okay so after all this I had to sit back and I promised myself that I was going to change. I told myself I wasn’t going to fight anymore, that I was going to change my attitude, that I would pray more and stress less, and forgive everyone who I felt did me wrong. And that is just what I did. Let me tell y’all how God works...in the summer I got an internship in Baltimore City Hall in the law department under the interim solicitor. I went to court for the charge on December 4, my lawyer won the case and then gave me an internship....my SECOND internship in Baltimore city (yeah I’m walking in sky high buildings with the big dogs once again) My attitude has changed tremendously, I wake up everyday feeling happier. I pray everyday and God listens and helps me through everything. I forgave the friends that have done me wrong. Letting go of the anger I had towards them brought me so many blessings. Pray and then let go of your stress and worries. When you stop worrying and give it to God, he’ll fix your situation. If you continue to worry, you’re not putting your trust in God. I say this to say that you really do have to go through some things and make some mistakes in order to become the person you are proud of.